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  • Never Again

    Sometimes,

    Better is not a repair

    but a severance,

    a tearing away,

    an obliteration

    of all that hinders,

    and a constant

    responsible mourning

    that yesterday

    and all its blunders

    will never again

    come upon us…

  • The Path of Maybe

    Maybe,

    if he looks deep enough

    a champ can be found

    in the heart of a loser

    or a love so sweet

    and so deep

    in the misdeeds

    of an abuser

    Me, I damned

    it all to hell

    at 10

    at a crucial moment

    when

    an open ear

    had the power

    to heal me

    But in its place

    a teacher’s

    predictions

    of gangs

    drugs

    and prisons…

    much good can

    unfold

    when we’re so slow

    to scold

    and instead,

    listen…

    a heart

    creates the hands

    that mend

    broken bridges

    when broken

    promises are

    certain maybes

    and we take

    the lesser road

    against the destined

    path that was

    deceptively paved

    since we were babies

    a road so twistingly

    lonely

    that everyone

    perceives as crazy

    A Path of Maybe

    that journeys

    into the

    probability

    that you and I

    are worthy

    of a love

    that keeps

    you smiling

    and a love

    that doesn’t

    hurt me…

    Maybe

    everything

    doesn’t need to be

    so hard

    and maybe

    there is a judgeless

    God

    and maybe

    maybe

    maybe

    something out there

    of an incomprehensible

    and familiar love

    awaits me…

  • A House of Horrors

    In between us

    and happiness

    is a tailored door

    sealing an ineludible

    house of horrors

    of screaming shut eyes

    that remind us

    not of how we lived

    but how we died

    at every hour…

    The children

    become what

    they’re told

    and the love

    they are born with

    grows cold

    Pops loves

    the bottle better

    so they cry to

    God in the form

    of love letters

    the master of vices,

    the actress,

    and bed wetter

    A Family Dinner

    of Dreams

    bitterly overcooked

    famishedly fighting

    in pain,

    and every cry overlooked

    the mom shrouds

    herself in sheets

    of victimhood

    and purges every

    monster

    so her young

    will listen good

    and the monsters

    eat their hearts

    so they’ll never

    love as they should…

    laughter burns

    the souls in the

    house of horrors

    and sunlight never

    pierces through

    and every gash

    and every lash

    is a hope

    in which good days

    will come through.

    I now revisit

    and light candles

    in each room

    sing and dance

    with the children

    and tend to every

    wound…

    and smile

    as they eat

    unabashedly

    from the bread of dreams

    and sleep

    and sleep

    and sleep

    so deep

    to forget

    what took them

    in the

    house of horrors…

  • See

    I’ve been living

    so long

    not knowing when I faded away

    Perhaps the deadness we feel

    is a failure to get closer,

    to unheed the needed call,

    to flap away from the center

    of the soul’s marrow

    are people really this rude?

    or have they been

    living so long

    they can’t hear

    their own cries

    we die trying to

    be something

    we’re not-

    act so alive

    when we’re not-

    and most tragically

    go on breathing

    giving and taking

    everything but the

    truth…

    we don’t need

    any revolutions

    or political

    or scientific

    breakthroughs

    or any other distraction

    We don’t need

    any messiahs

    proclaimed prophets

    or enlightened liars

    we only need

    to see,

    to see one another

    to keep on living…

  • י

    Returning is

    to love what has

    never been seen

    and to find one’s

    heart at the

    core of its Being

    and no words can

    tell of this wonder

    when its embrace

    tears the

    stony heart asunder

    and of all treasures

    to ask in its presence

    the only pleasure

    is to bask

    in its essence…

  • Tzaddick

    In hell are infinite heavens

    in trauma there is truth

    alone I found a love unmatched

    and in anger the Light of

    ‘I Can Grow’ unhatched

    Every loss later births

    a blessing

    in falling the eyes ascend

    and victims become victors

    and the lonely become

    so lovely

    and the shy show

    their wings

    and everything once shunned

    repulsive

    shines and unifies

    as the most beautiful things…

  • Ablaze

    Sometimes, healing

    means crawling out

    of the sewage

    of your mind…

    escaping the false

    beliefs and entanglements

    of your captors

    severing trickled down

    tears and trauma

    and starting over

    leaving it all

    behind

    in more

    than one instance…

  • Night

    Be afraid of nothing-

    Life and Death

    Joy and terror

    all in one and the same,

    within…

  • Ode to a Voice

    Be free

    jump, express

    not giving a fuck

    talk without thinking

    run and growl

    howl at the moon

    let go

    be naked and scream

    conquer everything

    go deep into bliss

    be fruitful and multiply

    escape the prison

    into freedom

    be oneself

    laugh proudly

    and show chipped teeth

    Love yourself

    embrace it

    lift the now

    drop the past

    lift and drop

    explore new places

    kiss new faces

    sleep on roses

    and bugs

    and creepy things

    hunt

    read in peace

    burn a good fire

    pray

    sleep

    eat with people

    eat alone

    laugh so much

    and cry a little

    laugh away the pain…

  • Champ

    I love my son

    He is the expression

    of what could have been,

    what could be,

    and what is to be….

    Love in every dimension.